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The name is Verra. Call her any Ve, Ella, she doesn't care much anyway. She is a spontaneous. She speaks whatever on her head. She does whatever she feels like to do. She is a die-hard fan of Coldplay and Muse. She thinks Lady Gaga is a brand new Bitch. Just awesome. Her greatest inspiration is her Lord, Buddha

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"If we live our life in fear,
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Just to see you smile again "

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Selasa, 28 Juli 2009

well, 4 days before the departure and i am feeling tht so-damn-shit dilemma. i thought i am ready for this. i do always ready, i guess. but some questions like "oke verra, do you really wanna do this?" or " could you really survive there?" or "are you really sure you will leave your beloved here and starts living all by your own? can you do that?" strike me.

oh please, don't whisper ohh-now-you-regret-it word to me. No, I don't

Come on, im a momma kid since i was vorn. I've never beeen that far from my family (mom and dad and my tow siss) before. 2 weeks in Bali and i missed my home. tell me, what do u think? At first, they were sad. They're the first who cried when i packed my baggage. And i am the one who consoled them. I told them, it's okeh momma, you can make a call anytime you want. Or, Dad, I've grown. I don't know, if they still feel sad or not. i really hope they don't. because now i am the one who has to prepared my agility.

Live far away from them. Do every-single-thing all by my own. and gotta keep my self more stronger. surviving. that's all what i gotta do. Now the biggest question is. AM I READY FOR THIS? somhow i always tell myself, you are ready gal! you've dreamt of study overseas since you were primary. you should be ready! But in other hand, what if i have to face difficult situation once i were there? what if i cried? who will cherish me? im so far-AWAAYYY from them. i can't make them worrying bout me by making a midnight call and crying. the situation would be worst, i know.

can i really get through this?

but as far as i know. i can't give up in every situation. not i won't. but i can't.

okeh, stop blabbling in english. gw tau english gw acak-adul-gag-jelas. jadi mari kita sambung dengan bahasa indonesia kita saja.

waktu nyokap tanya apakah gwe takut sendirian di australi entar, gw jawab engga. boong. yaa, gw boong. enggak mungkin gw jawab, iyaaahhh mama.. takuttt bangettttt..... huhuhu..... aku enggak mau pigi ajahhh.., gitu? beuuh~~~~ yang ada nyokap gw malah makin engga rela gw pogi sendiri. gw uda musti siap mental lah! ditanya gw takut? ENGGA. siap? IYA PASTI. engga ada waktu lagi bwt menimbang-nimbang pilihan gwe ini. (uda kayak mw jihad aja gw?! hahaha.. :DD)

dari sekian banyak hal yg bikin gw sesungutan adalah takut nyokap, bokap, sodara" gw nangis dibandara.
engga tw kenapa?
kata bokap gw itu wajar, lumrahh..
oke gw tau.
tapi kalo mereka nangis seakan jadi acara perpisahan dan gw bakalan gag balik-balik lagi ke mereka.
wtf!
yang pasti gw sendiri gag boleh nangis. kalo gw nangis, itu uda jadi tanda awal mental gw gag kuat. padahal gw musti siap mental dari awal sampe akhir.
gw yang memulai, dan gw yg musti jalanin.

wish me luck!!!
I promise i won't cry! (damnit!)

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