can't help it.that's why im writing this down here.I AM FALLIN' IN LOVE, and, I AM FEELING LIKE A FOOL.
Or, maybe falling in love is for a fool?i don't know. well yeah, it's hard for me to fall in love. really. (i should tell you this, once realize it)
while my friends
hooked and broke. i am the one who stay and wait for my crush.
( but, i am not waiting too) :(i don't know if i am that heart-less person or what. it's just, everyguy is normal for me. nothing special. far from what i know. but then, i met HIM.
(yeah, should i named him with HIM?)That guy is so.. umm,,.. oh shit, i can't explain him in words. words are not enough i guess.
(while i was writing this he's dancing on my mind, damnit!) oke, let me told you this. so i met him in sydney, on the 4th day since i arrived here, i guess. he's over there. and he crossed the street. you know, NEVER cross in my my mind, he's gonna be
THE ONE.THAT GUY wif the white shirt, cool glasses, and normal look. for others, maybe, he's the normal guy next door. but i don't know why does he look like the
MANfromHEAVEN? (despite, i met him infront of the cathedral) :D
not everygirl loves the guys wif this type. but i know i have a crush on him. and that is an amazing feeling for me. then, we made a walk through the street and talked and smiled and laughed (could you please cut jimmy out in those scenes? haha) and that was when i know his character which make me fall.
i start to talk about him every single day and night. and that's a good for me, i guess. (finally, i'm in love) i dont think i waste my time on him. he's worth it.
but, well yeahh.. not every love story has a good ending, right?. okeh, i mean this isnot the ending yet. He is not marrying the other girl ( I HOPE NOT) i just wonder that, He could be in love with some other girl. and.. not me...
right? right? right?aarrghh...
i start my depression by now.
tell me what to do,
i can't tell him straight away that
i love him right? it's ridiculous, and horriblleee.. and mega impossible, i guess.
im feeling like a fool.
i hate fallin i love. i hate it so muchh, so damn much. but i love how it feels, somehow.
just can't help it, you know.
if only you feel what i feel,.. Label: fav one, love is in the air., weirdo.
♥our lips must always be sealed
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