Minggu, 26 September 2010
Okee cool,
Ima trying to write things happened for this blog, while I'm waiting on my uniforms to get dried.
The best thing ever is I'm using my blackberry. How aweesome! :D (>:/ ßчε ··· ßчε ··· ßчε ··· >:/ stupid lil laptop)
First, has anyone ever lyk opened someone mobile's inbox just because we are so freakin curious of things inside? Xixixi. Yea yea. I did. I shouldn't though. ˘•˘ нɑɑ˘°˘нɑɑ˘°˘нɑɑ ˘•˘.˘•˘ нɑɑ˘°˘нɑɑ˘°˘нɑɑ ˘•˘. Anyway, I did open Jim's message yesterday. Seriously, like I had nothing to do after came back home from pizzahut. Lol.
Guess what's inside. Nothing really fun. Instead I saw some sweet-gud-nite messages from unknown-ken. Hahahahaha :D who's ken? I dunno. Who cares. нɑнɑнɑ "̮ (∩_∩)
Did I tell you now I'm being so opened about gay issues. Not to mention anyone, but what is the big deal if your friend is a gay. :9 I can't imagine if in th next 10years jim's gonna come to me, say clearly, "hi verra, this is my husband!" Wottt wott. Thts why I hav to get cleaned about the gay issue. I don't wanna look dumb and faint down as someone clearly say "I'm agay!" Hell yea! :) welcome to the new century people!
Talk about this. I just wanna know how God sees this thing. As I know God created man and woman as a pair. They told me Gay is a sin. Gay is wrong! Something shouldn't be existed as it's out from the nature's rules. But gays are human. They built a relationship for the sake of love. God wants his creatures to be loved and being loved, doesn't he? :)
So yea, I hav those feelings lyk if jim is a gay. If one day jim gonna said it out loud to me and everyone. Hahahh well. Just in case if that stupid small head jimmy read this one, what I'm gonna say is. Its alrite brother. We're friend till last. Whatever you gonna be. :) *crossmyheart* (ps. Don't kill me)
Label: weirdo
♥our lips must always be sealed
07.40
i feel so dumb recently. like i am being wasted and left behind, like i did sumthing super weird and bad and people just think that im a piece of shit and they walk without me.
what's goin on actually?
i dont know. seriously. im all alone. everything inside of me just falling apart, im so broken. not even my heart. my mind and soul. and my big stomach as well.
the problem is i don't really know what's the big issue. why do i keep seeing people with bitchy faces and act so gay towards me? im not that lady gaga wearing that meaty fashion! stop showing that ugly faces to me!!!
eewww. i've been chewing this condition for almost a week. i got no idea on how i supposed to show my usual smiley face to everyone. i forgot how to smile. even that person i wish tht he could ask me something - anything - any random question to me. i forgot how to greet him. seriously, im gonna have a mental problem soon.
can someone lend me shoulder to cry on? ok. im not gonna cry. for what?! hell!
what about cheering me up? singing a lullaby? zZzzzz
what about asking me , " is everything alright?"
doesn't anyone know that one single warm word, could warm up the whole winter around me?
please.
fuck!
Label: story of the day.
♥our lips must always be sealed
16.19