i feel so dumb recently. like i am being wasted and left behind, like i did sumthing super weird and bad and people just think that im a piece of shit and they walk without me.
what's goin on actually?
i dont know. seriously. im all alone. everything inside of me just falling apart, im so broken. not even my heart. my mind and soul. and my big stomach as well.
the problem is i don't really know what's the big issue. why do i keep seeing people with bitchy faces and act so gay towards me? im not that lady gaga wearing that meaty fashion! stop showing that ugly faces to me!!!
eewww. i've been chewing this condition for almost a week. i got no idea on how i supposed to show my usual smiley face to everyone. i forgot how to smile. even that person i wish tht he could ask me something - anything - any random question to me. i forgot how to greet him. seriously, im gonna have a mental problem soon.
can someone lend me shoulder to cry on? ok. im not gonna cry. for what?! hell!
what about cheering me up? singing a lullaby? zZzzzz
what about asking me , " is everything alright?"
doesn't anyone know that one single warm word, could warm up the whole winter around me?
please.
fuck!
Label: story of the day.
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