and the truth is,,

I AM HOPELESS..

well yeah,,

finallyy...

after a week of fallin in that such fooling-me-love,

i gotta told you..

that,,

actually that peculiar-cool guy is not mine..

he hearted the other girl.

and that's not me..

really?

how can i know it?

don't ask me that question?

i read it, each page, he drew.

and it hurts me,,

deep?

i don't know..

i just wanna cry,,

should i cry,

for something that even

not mine at all??

tell me,,

someonee,,

what should i do now?

cry?

let it fade away?

forget him?

i can't.

this feelin is so..

young.

damn you jerk..

for makin me fall for you.

i hate you really..

and for that lucky girl,,

just try to love him.

he is special for his own.

just so you know..

(merindinggg booowww gueeeeee....)

haha